tHe bOho cHicK v 1.0

this little plea

i wish i had a heart

strong, not all torn apart

that is able to withstand

emotions shifting like the sands

i wish i had a heart

partly made of steel

so it won't easily break

when plunged through with a stake

i wish i had a heart

that isn't all stitched up

nor fraying at the seams

lest i tire from Cupid's schemes

i wish i had a heart

a whole one would be nice

with all the love kept inside

until the right time arrives.

Love unfailing
Overtaking my heart
You take me in
Finding peace again
Fear is lost
In all you are

And I would give the world to tell Your story
Cause I know that You've called me
I know that You've called me
I've lost myself for good within Your promise
I won't hide it
I won't hide it
Jesus,
I believe in You
And I would go to the ends of the earth
To the ends of the earth
For You alone are the Son of God
And all the world will see
That You are God
You are God
- Hillsong United, To the Ends of the Earth (2003)

And Jesus came and spoke to them, saying, "All authority has been given to Me in heaven and on earth. Go therefore and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all things that I have commanded you; and lo, I am with you always, even to the end of the age." Amen. (Matthew 28:18-20)

so i have not posted in quite awhile... well, let me share this weird photo of me

So i looked like I was decapitated...fun, eh?

my sentiments...

How can it hurt? When I feel no pain
How can it heal? If i look the same
I've been searching all my mornings
For the last breath of a dream
Are you drowning or just waving
'Cos im tearing at the seams
I wanna live
And I wanna breath
Always thought you'd be the one to set me free
But i can forgive
'Cos you make me believe in something more
Now I only want to live if i can find
Find somebody to die for
Find somebody to die for
How can you lose
if its not a game
How can you love
if you're never going to change
I've been searching all my mornings
For the last breath of a dream
Are you drowning or just waving
'Cos im tearing at the seams


I wanna live
And I wanna breath
Always thought you'd be the one to set me free
But i can forgive
'Cos you make me believe in something more
Now I only want to live if i can find
Find somebody to die for
Find somebody to die for

Gonna find my way
Through this maze of my desire
Come what may bitter love or wasted time
You might say
I'm chasing shadows in my mind
But there's a light that guides my way to all I live for
Somebody to die for
I wanna live
And I wanna breath
Always thought you'd be the one to set me free
But i can forgive
'Cos you make me believe in something more
Now I only want to live if i can find
Find somebody to die for
Find somebody to die for
-To die for, Rooster

I am not depressed...just melancholic....